When I first found out I was pregnat I wanted to be able to Document this amazing journey for our little ones to see. I wanted them to know what life was like before them and the journey we will and have had since finding out. These babies aren't even here yet but I love them with all my heart and hope they will one day read this and know that.
Major Milestones
* Jan 13 - Took First Positive
Home Pregnancy Test
* Jan 18 - Took Second Positive
Home Pregnancy Test
* Jan 20 - Doctors Visit & Offical
Positive Pregancy Test
* Feb 1 - First Ultrasound
It's TWINS
* May 9 - Gender Confirmation.
It's identical Girls!
* May 29 - Justin and I celebrate our 7th anniversary.
I never took my belly photo last week. Shame on me. But I took this weeks so that makes me very happy!
The belly is certainly swelling. Justin likes to tease of me, but secretly I think he's in awe of what's happening.
The babies stay busy fluttering, but in all honesty I wish I'd feel them kick more. It was put me at ease for sure. What I find very interesting is they must know when I'm going to eat or when I am eating because nearly every time I feel them move. It's very funny.
During the first part of pregnancy I had to have Tacos or Mexican food constantly. But a trip to El Paso, thankfully changed that. (Normally I'm a pizza kinda girl, but sadly even that has changed.) Mom and I went for Easter to spend time with my Aunt.
We went to CHICO's YUMMY! Chico's is a very important place to visit while in El Paso! I inhaled an order of double double (double tacos, 6 & double cheese), finishing even before Momma. Now normally I eat slow, so this was pretty weird. And to top it off I was wanting a second order! I refrained of course with hopes to go once more before we left town. We left town on Easter Sunday and sadly Chico's was closed. It left me wanting more, even now months later I feel the need to drive for 5 hours to have some.
Thankfully though this sad incident has dwindled down my need for tacos. It was getting pretty embarrassing all the Taco places here in town were getting to know me. I still have to have Tacos once a week, but the need isn't nearly as bad.
My Mom however has a new craving for Tortas, a Mexican sandwich. So this morning she said we were having Tacos for lunch and told me she wanted a Torta, I thought okie dokie, it hasn't been a week yet and I'm not craving but ok. But sneaky her she went on Facebook and claimed me and the babies needed TACOS. She's too funny. I Love my Momma! She's crazy!
I'm so excited I can take belly shots now with my tummy getting bigger and bigger every week.
This week we're at 27 weeks and 1 day! The baby shower is this Saturday, everything is becoming so real! I edited out the background only because I was standing in front of the nursery closet which is a mess with baby shower items and items still needing to be put away!
Today was our last 4 week check up with Dr. Kacanga, because the next one is in 2 weeks and the following will be once a week. The nurse was very sweet today and was happy for us the the current status of the pregnancy. She was concerned at first about my lack of weight gain. I lost a pound from last time. Back to 192lbs.
So when she asked if I eat well, I said yes, while Justin is the back ground shaking his head and say oh yea! She even had to laugh. I told her I can now keep up with him.
My blood pressure is great and all the blood test came back great. There are currently no risks with gestational diabetes, which is something my family and I were very worried about.
The babies heart beats are great, too! One is at 148 beats and the other 140. When speaking to the Dr today he mentioned I'll start stress tests in the next three weeks. Those will be at the hospital and can last up to an hour at a time.
One concern I expressed today with the doctor was pain in my pelvic area that's also extended to my left leg. I did look it up online and the doctor confirmed it's my ligaments stretching out and becoming floppy. There's extra weight with the babies and it's putting stress on my pelvic area causing soreness. It's like I've been working out my leg and I'm too sore to even move. Getting in and out of bed and just standing up hurts. Though it hurts it's normal and thing to worry about. So far the Doctor thinks all is well, so that's good.
Today was also the appointment with obstetrics. According to the tech it's the last cervical length scan for there. I'll still be going in for growth of the babies and to check the fluid amount in the amniotic sack. Again all was well there too! I'm so happy we're just chugging along.
No ultrasound photos today, but maybe for the next growth ultrasound!
Last Sunday a fire started in the Coronado National Monument and has since gotten worse. It's burned over 20,000 acres of land and many people have lost their homes. It's been rounds of pre-evacuation notices and mandatory notices that change by the hour. With the fire getting worse and family from out of town coming in that evening as well as so many friends being effected by the fire, mom and I made the decision to postpone the baby shower for today Saturday, June 18, until further notice. My auntie Pat, Cousin Jenny and her boys were already here. So we made all the calls we could to let everyone know.
We went to lunch as a family, but by the time lunch ended another fire was going on the post, even closer to home. We went our separate ways and once home began packing our bags in case of an evacuation. My aunt and cousin headed back to Texas. Mom lives closer to the center of town, though not by much. We live on the outskirts, yet closer to town, with fields of brush just down the street. Justin was worried that if the winds changed the Monument fire would come in our direction.
The fire on post thankfully was 100% contained and cleared by 6PM Friday evening when we went to the town meeting, to learn of the latest news.
The community has truly come together in this time of emergency. Wildfires are a normal event here however never to this degree. What some assumed would be a day's worth has now turn into a week. We currently have over 1,000 people working to contain the fire, currently at 27% and crews from several other counties assisting. We are so fortunate to have our fire fighters and law enforcement working to keep our community safe.
With all the stress yesterday I stayed worried today about the twins. I hadn't felt them move since yesterday afternoon during lunch. However, by dinner this evening they were on the move again. And about 11 pm they were having a dance party in there! I couldn't be happier knowing that they are ok and the all the stress from yesterday had not harmed them. If only I could get them to move on command :0)!
Although today was a better day for us, the community, and the containment of the fire, tomorrow (Sunday) brings "extreme" winds which can cause more damage as the fire gets closer and closer into town.
All we can do is hope and pray that the efforts of our emergency crews will be successful and help put an end to the fire.
Justin is amazing! I told him the other morning that the furniture needed to be moved. The set up just wasn't working. He was hoping I was kidding. I was serious.
So when he came home from work he was ready to start the moving process. It wasn't going to work the way I had hoped so we had to think it out again. Luckily Justin had an idea and TADA! Our new set up is perfect and functional. Who knew getting two cribs and all those shelves to fit was gonna be so hard.
The nursery is a work in progress, but for now we're done. We have a busy week ahead of us. I need to clean up the rest of the house, find new homes for the many items removed from the "guestroom" and clean the carpet. It seems our little dogs had a few fits while we were in Las Vegas. Little monsters. Thank goodness they are adorable.
I spent the afternoon with my mom yesterday getting a few of the last little details, a changing pad, another tree,and frames and that little toy box under the window. (We have one just like it in the living room and I LOVE IT!)
A quote from a friend about the changing table: Erin said "Too bad such a pretty piece has to be used for such a stinky job. :)"
I washed all their little items like bibs, hats and receiving blankets in order to put them away right away in the little green bins. I really want more of the bins. They store flat for storage and pop-up perfectly when needed.
I put away as much as I could. Washing what was going to be displayed ect. And was able to clear out a few boxes from our room. YAY! I didn't wash clothes yet. Maybe in a month or so.
I'm so happy the nursery is set up. I worry that later on I'm going to have trouble getting around and would hate to know that I couldn't help.
Thank you Justin for making it work and look so beautiful!
Justin was one busy guy on his days off this week. He and I finished clearing out the Guest room, though much of what was removed is now all over the rest of house in need of a home. I'll be working on that this week.
Wednesday, he painted the room & cleaned the carpet. He's so fast. I wasn't allowed to help with painting the walls because of the fumes, so when he started I went to take a nap. I woke up and the walls were all done! Amazing man for sure! When I told him I'd clean the carpet so it could dry over night he sent me away again and did it himself. Gosh, I love him, and I love being spoiled.
Thursday he installed the new light fixture. It's adorable with clouds. Then he did some touch ups around the room. I helped paint the trim. After installing new blinds he started on building the furniture. I helped when I could. This morning before work Justin anchored the shelves to the wall. So far the shelves and changing table are complete. Silly me, we did all that shopping at Ikea but I never got the pad for the changing table. Hopefully we can make a trip up there again soon. I'd like to get more of the green baskets as well as the changing pad.
Justin even taught me how to change the outlets out Thursday. Thank goodness he's such a handy man I wouldn't have a clue how to do those things. Doesn't he look like such a proud Daddy in those photos.
This evening I began putting the items we've collected so far, away on the shelves. If Justin's up to it when he gets home we'll be assembling the cribs.
Finally, I felt like it's been taking forever to finally show! Over the last 3 weeks slowly the belly has started to pop. But today when I was looking in the mirror I was like WOO-HOO! I admit I am a chunky girl, so the baby bump has taken it's time filling out, though I can honestly say I felt odd not showing. People keep saying oh, but you don't look pregnant, especially not with twins. Oh I realized that, but there's no way making yourself look bigger unless you are actually bigger.
Today I'm at 26 weeks and 2 days. Feeling pretty good and though my weight gain has only been about 5 lbs since finding out I was pregnant, I feel healthy. I'm eating better, though eating like a teenage boy. I nap when I can. Usually a 2-3 hour nap a day is wonderful. My breasts are bigger. A major indication is my bra size going from 42C to a 44DDD. Yes major difference. I'm not happy about it, but Justin is adjusting well. Lol.
My clothes have been driving me insane. My breasts have made things fit weird, shirts are much shorter than they used to be. Many Maternity shirts are much too long with no bump. Plus I'm so short alot of shirts look like dresses. So it's been fun trying to find things to wear. I have purchased quite a few new clothes, but I don't regret it one bit. Now that I have my bump I feel much better about some of the clothes.
We had our 2 week check-up with Obstetrics today. It was both for cervical length and to check the growth of the twins.
I'm so happy Justin has been there to share these appointments with me no matter how uneventful they seem to be. But it means so much that he's there.
The twins are each weighing in at 1lb 9oz. Which means they are right on target! As the tech was checking the babies, she asked if we knew the sex of the babies. I told her we were told Girls, but Justin's still hoping for boys. She confirmed it's girls. Oh darn, haha. All I could think was it better be girls we have pink exploding in the house! And everyone was told it's girls!
Justin's not too upset but he's plotting for the next baby! We do have a little box already started if we have a boy later. We really truly thought we were having boys so there's a few clothes we've bought that will be kept for a baby boy later.
Back to my baby girls. The appointment went well and rather quickly. However one baby was being silly and had her face buried so we only got one ultrasound photo today. Isn't she a cutie! I'm sure my silly one is just as cute. (They are identical, haha!)
The babies have been moving like crazy the past two days and we found out today they are no longer heads together, but one is upside down and the other is right side up. Today as I updated earlier posts they moved so much that when I stood up I was completely off balance. Opps. I guess the belly bar I had this morning finally kicked in.
I'm getting so excited! I know Justin is too.
So far the only complications I've had is back pain when I stand too long, feet swelling, and just a few nights ago a nasty cramp on my leg. The swelling and cramp are caused by not drinking enough water. But I feel so slushy it's hard to drink more water, but I know it's very important so I'm trying harder.
I'm slowly starting to show. I love it. And feeling them inside me is so amazing it's so indescribable. Justin is barely able to feel them, however the other day as he gave my tummy a raspberry then put his ear to my tummy one of the babies either punched or kicked him in the ear. I told him not to tease the babies. But it is the Daddy's job.
Jennifer and I got together today so she could show me how to build a beautiful diaper cake. We used diapers and little items she brought, items Grandma has gotten, a monkey Uncle Joe bought, as well as items Justin and I have picked up along the way (Like their personalized pacifiers.)
We used the colors for the baby shower as our theme so we can use the diaper cake as a center piece at the shower. Dark Pink & Electric Green if you go by M&M color names :0). Plenty of pink to make you squint :0). Or at least it had Justin squinting when he got home.
The Cake is loaded with diapers in size 2 and the many things all of us have gotten together for little Olivia and Ava. The adorable little lambs with monkey on top are Little Rattles that Jenn brought. In the back are dancing socks from Grandma who's been going crazy with buying socks. It's so personalized and I'm so excited to show it off at the shower.
Thank you Jennifer for helping me with this adorable project. It truly means alot to me.
As you read this I hope you place yourself in my shoes before judging.
I haven't addressed this before, but I think it's important as I'm sure many people are wondering. How am I handling being pregnant with Twins? Knowing that there will be two babies to take care of?
I was excited, but at the same time very upset when we first found out. Why would God play such a dirty trick on me? He must think this is really funny. How is that both of our families (our generation)have had children one at a time and we are the ones that will have 2 at a time? I took the first month and half really hard. Though I will say there was much more going on than just that here at home so I'm sure my emotions were extremely crazy.
Justin has been a rock through the whole thing, he's excited, no matter what. He is so good natured and looks only for the good, that he has helped me to see it is not some dirty trick. It is a gift. I wanted a baby for so long that here I am blessed with two at the same time. It is a good thing, it is something saved for only those who God thinks can handle the task. Justin and I are very lucky. I say this and I truly do mean it.
Yes, I still have my oh goodness moments, but my out look is no where close to what it was a few months ago. I'm excited and I can not wait to bring my baby girls home. To see if they look anything like Angelina Jolie like my Auntie Pat says. To see if one is as crazy as her daddy and the other is a little calmer like me. To see if they have their daddy's height and gorgeous blue eyes. (Oh please be taller than me, haha!) I see our future with these babies as something amazing, although full of craziness. But life is crazy, what can you expect.
Yes there's plenty still to wonder and worry about, however there is nothing to be upset over.
In Feb after finding out we were having TWINS I bought the nursery bedding. It's adorable with neutral colors, beige, sage green, and brown. I found a pretty blue color for the walls and have slowly collected small items for the room.
Yesterday though was a BIG Day. Justin rented a U-Haul trailer and Justin, Mom and I drove up to Ikea in Tempe, AZ to shop. It was literally just a trip for that because we came straight home.
I have been planning this trip for a while and even had a list of items printed out of what we would have to get while there. So many things, but I wanted to make sure we have enough storage. And wanted to make sure what I get will work with the room size and for us later down the road as the babies grow.
We got their cribs, changing table, shelves, high chairs, storage boxes and a cute light fixture. There was other odds and ends like the teethers for the rails of the cribs, bib cloths and more. It was pricey, but to be honest it was a better deal than going to Babies R US to get a nursery set (meaning one crib and the matching furniture) that more than likely wouldn't fit into the room right.
It was nice little trip and Justin was so helpful. When he returned the trailer this morning he even picked up the paint for the room. He's one proud daddy!
He hopes to paint the room later this week. And from there assemble the furniture. I can then start my end of making it all even prettier.
Justin and I took a nice weekend trip to Vegas for our 7th anniversary. Oh my goodness 7 years of being married and I still adore this handsome man. We celebrated it Sunday, May 29th 2011. Yes we drive each other crazy, but we love each other even more.
I was wanting to go somewhere anywhere and just have US time before the babies come. So we finally agreed on Las Vegas for four days. Justin did all the planning. He's awesome!
We stayed at the Renaissance hotel next to the convention center and were able to take the Monorail to the strip. We got caught the first night and were talked into doing a walk through for a time share the next morning. We got show tickets for Legends in Concert, Buffet Vouchers and $75 in free play, a nice little bribe ;0).
Justin bought us passes that we were able to use Saturday and Sunday. With the passes we were able to go to the top of the Eiffel tower in the Paris Casino. Act as mobsters (he was "the Cigar" and I was "Doves") for the day. That was an amazing interactive exhibit. We saw the Atomic Testing Museum. And did plenty more.
Justin wanted to see at least one Cirque Du Soleil show while we were there so we choose Mystere at Treasure Island Hotel and Casino. It was a beautiful show and the artist are amazing and the music was much too soothing. Haha. I admit the music was beautiful and had me sleepy, but the show was truly fantastic.
The weekend was full of walking and seeing and being amazed with the city. But the best thing was sharing the time with Justin and being a couple. Our last little trip alone before a new chapter begins.